My SPM is just around the corner and I still need more time to prepare. SPM is everything because it is to determine my future. Some people say we can do better after SPM, but it is a big no for me.
Studying online is hard for me as I am a slow learner. I tend to miss important informations that might be useful for my examination. Also being an introvert is a challenge for me to ask question while in online class. So I need a lot of time to revise all of my topic for each subject. Im scared that i failed my SPM and i cant get my dream job. Other than that, Im easily distracted by playing games. Now i try to restricted my time for games. I just play games if I have free times on the weekend. Also I put away my phone while in online class. Nothing is more important than my future!
Besides, I am concern about my self in the future. Do I have a good job? Since a kid I like science and to be specific biology. To be a surgeon is my first dream job but someone influenced me to be a microbiology. Seeing how pandemic effect so many people by losing their jobs make me scared. What if we still in pandemic even after 15 years? For me, losing your favourite jobs mean that u have lost your source of money and you may have a hard time to survive alone.