Important things that I need to care for my future

       My SPM is just around the corner and I still need more time to prepare. SPM is everything because it is to determine my future. Some people say we can do better after SPM, but it is a big no for me.

      Studying online is hard for me as I am a slow learner. I tend to miss important informations that might be useful for my examination. Also being an introvert is a challenge for me to ask question while in online class. So I need a lot of time to revise all of my topic for each subject. Im scared that i failed my SPM and i cant get my dream job. Other than that, Im easily distracted by playing games. Now i try to restricted my time for games. I just play games if I have free times on the weekend. Also I put away my phone while in online class. Nothing is more important than my future!

     Besides, I am concern about my self in the future. Do I have a good job? Since a kid I like science and to be specific biology. To be a surgeon is my first dream job but someone influenced me to be a microbiology. Seeing how pandemic effect so many people by losing their jobs make me scared. What if we still in pandemic even after 15 years? For me, losing your favourite jobs mean that u have lost your source of money and you may have a hard time to survive alone.

Unforgettable memories

        I miss being a child as life were so much easier.All I do is play toys or laugh all day.As time pass by, I grew older and all of the happy and bitter memories still stuck in my head.

      One of my favourite moments were my birthday celebration.My family including my grandmother will go to a famous restaurant or even 5 stars hotel just to celebrate my birthday.I remember that all of my family members will prepared  gifts that are so valuable for me.I still kept some of those items in my bedroom such as my ipad.Now my birthday celebration is not the same as my families were more busy.All i got were wishes but that is enough for me

     When I was in primary school, I got a lot of chances to represent school in competition such as choral speaking. At that time, my scheduled were so packed and I need to spend time training with my schoolmates. It is really tiring but remembering it now make me missed my primary school. On the competition day, I was really nervous even to stand up, but seeing all of my friends put all of their hardwork make me calm down a bit.

    I dream everyday that I will not grow older but what I can do beside getting older everday. Now as a teenager , I need to achieve my dreams and make my parents proud.